J. Ruthie Carroll writes like she’s whispering to the heart and singing to the spirit.
Listen, breathe, and stay awhile.
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A visual archive of becoming. Art, story, and surrender.The stippling artistry of British Aaliyah is built one deliberate dot at a time. A slow practice of seeing, honoring, and revealing what’s already there.
YES Collective
Your Everything Surrendered
A sacred space for surrender, testimony, creativity, and breakthrough.
This is where stories become prayers.
Where artistry meets ministry.
Where healing is witnessed, not rushed.
It’s personal.
It’s reflective.
It’s where you go inward.
This is the “me and God.”
Reflections for the slow unraveling, the sacred stillness, the truths that surface gently. These blank pages are for your reflections, your prayers, your processing. The quiet work God is doing in you. In the stillness, there is an unravel. A gentle reveal. And in that reveal, there is healing, identity, and holy becoming.
.: 90 gsm paper
.: Each blank sheet is an invitation to reflect, to record, to remember.
Journal Height, in8.07 Width, in5.71 Depth, in0.55
A growing collection of digital downloads. Journals, devotionals, and guided reflections. Each one crafted to walk you deeper into your YES. Every piece is distinct. Every offering is intentional. This is your quiet companion for the courageous work of becoming.
Reflections for the sacred practice of being here. These pages are not for rushing through or reaching ahead, they are for returning. To yourself. To God. To the moment that holds you. Whether you’re gathering clarity, releasing weight, or simply listening, this is a space to be fully present. No performance. No pressure. Just presence.
.: 90 gsm paper
.: Each blank sheet is an invitation to reflect, to record, to remember.
Journal Height, in8.07 Width, in5.71 Depth, in0.55
Reflections for the quiet places. The ones not yet resolved, not yet revealed. These pages are for those who know that even in the dark, they are held. Even in the tension, they reflect light. Each blank sheet is a space to name what’s unfolding, to trace what’s being healed, and to remember what’s still holy.
.: 90 gsm paper
.: Each blank sheet is an invitation to reflect, to record, to remember.
Journal Height, in8.07 Width, in5.71 Depth, in0.55
Curated collection of custom jewelry designed to hold the names, words, and declarations that shape your story. Each piece is crafted to order, engraved with the message you choose, and created with the intention of honoring identity, faith, and the moments that matter most. Personalized. Purposeful. Made just for you.
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A truth carried close.
This delicate heart‑cutout necklace is engraved with Known and Loved, a quiet affirmation of identity, belonging, and divine care. Minimal yet deeply meaningful, it’s designed to rest near the heart as a daily reminder that you are seen, held, and cherished. Fully engravable, you can personalize it with the name, word, or declaration that speaks your story.
Product features
- 316L surgical-grade stainless steel for lasting shine and corrosion resistance
- Hypoallergenic construction, gentle on sensitive skin
- Durable PVD coating option in multiple tones to resist fading
- Securely crafted links and pendant design for long-term wear
| One Size | |
|---|---|
| Chain length, in | 18.00 - 20.00 |
Care instructions
A declaration you can wear.
This vertical bar necklace is engraved with BELOVED, a word that speaks identity, worth, and the quiet assurance of being held. Sleek, minimal, and deeply meaningful, it’s designed to rest close to the heart as a daily reminder of who you are. Customization is available, allowing you to choose the name, word, or declaration that carries your story.
| One Size | |
|---|---|
| Bar width, in | 1.26 |
| Bar height, in | 0.20 |
| Thickness, in | 0.08 |
| Necklace length, in | 18.00 |
Product features
- 316L surgical-grade stainless steel for durability and rust resistance
- Hypoallergenic construction safe for sensitive skin
- Permanent laser engraving that won’t fade or peel
- Slim pendant size: 1.26" x 0.20" (32 x 5 mm) for subtle wear
- PVD coating option available for alternate finishes
Care instructions
- Wipe the dust or any dirt off gently with a clean, dry cloth.
A quiet yielding, beautifully worn.
This heart cuff is engraved with Surrendered, a tender declaration of release, trust, and holy rest. Minimal and meaningful, it wraps the wrist like a gentle reminder to let go and lean into the One who holds all things. Crafted with intention and fully customizable, it becomes a wearable posture of faith, steady, open, and surrendered. This piece is customizable at checkout.
One Size (Adjustable), in 2.00
Product features
- 316L surgical-grade stainless steel resists tarnish and fading
- Hypoallergenic construction suitable for sensitive skin
- Durable twisted cable cuff design that won’t easily break
- Compact engraved heart charm (13.5mm x 11mm)
- Ships in white gloss jewelry box with non-tarnish cotton lining
Care instructions
-Wipe the dust or any dirt off gently with a clean, dry cloth.
Surrendered.
Surrender isn’t weakness, it’s identity. It’s the quiet posture of a heart yielded to Jesus, the daily yes that shapes who we are becoming. The Surrendered. Collection was created to honor that posture. Soft, intentional, and spiritually anchored.
This first release, the Surrendered. Under Armour® Dad Hat, carries our signature mark. A flowing “S” paired with a subtle cross, symbolizing faith lived gently and boldly. It’s a wearable reminder to lay down what was never meant to be carried alone and to walk in the freedom of being fully held.
Wear it as a whisper of who you are. Wear it as a witness of who He is. Wear it as a quiet declaration: I’m surrendered. Still becoming. Still held.
This embroidered dad hat features the stylized Surrendered. logo. A flowing “S” paired with a subtle cross, symbolizing faith lived gently and boldly. Minimal in design but rich in meaning, it’s a wearable posture of surrender. Not loud, not performative, just quietly anchored in Christ.
Crafted by Under Armour® for comfort and durability, this hat is perfect for everyday wear, prayer walks, or simply showing up in the world with your heart yielded and your identity intact.
Whether you wear it as a personal reminder or a quiet witness, this piece says what words often can’t. "I’m surrendered. Still becoming. Still held."
• 65% polyester, 35% cotton
• Embroidered Under Armour® label on the left side
• Unstructured, 6-panel, low-profile
• Curved visor
• Adjustable cloth strap closure
Moments
Moments are real and vulnerable.
Some moments feel great and satisfying, and others make us want to hide. And because we’re human, we also know how to recreate those moments. To polish them, edit them, and present them in a way that feels safer, prettier, more acceptable.
Moments isn’t that.
These moments are raw, honest, and relatable. They’re the unfiltered parts of the journey where growth begins. Not comfort (we were never meant to stay comfortable), but the kind of growth that changes us. The kind that shows up when we stop pretending it’s just us and allow God to meet us in the truth of who we’re becoming.
If you subscribe, you’ll receive access to these moments, the real ones, along with the reflections, devotionals, and gentle invitations that come with them.